Janet K. Pilcher, Ph.D.
PILCHER, SPRING, 2002
As feminists, we interconnect race, class,
gender, and other oppressive structures to highligh the diversity
of experiences.
In our local communities people are suffering from exploitation,
oppression, and social injustice. Places for sharing one anothers
differences are scarce. Therefore, we are facing a crisis where
hearts and minds remain closed to pains and joys of social diversity.
All the while, multiple standpoints shape peoples experiences
in daily lives within our local communities. How we choose to value
or de-value these standpoints determines individual oppression or
privilege. Thus, creating spaces for border crossing experiences
on the feminist terrain promote new understandings of our histories
and futures as women living in interlocking systems of oppression.
Four of my students who are black women and I intersected race,
class, and gender as we talked and read about black womens
experiences and standpoints in the world and how these standpoints
interacted with existing white feminist perspectives.
As their teacher and a white woman, I understood that I possessed
a privileged position in this space. Thus, my goal was to follow
Patricia Hill Collins (1991) advice to place the black womens
experiences at the center of our discussions hoping that it would
help me broaden mine and others insights on feminist perspectives.
To write about border crossing, I knew that de-centering white
female privilege would be an essential struggle for the black
women and me. I also wanted to offer the black women new knowledge
through black feminist readings about how their experiences could
be empowering as they began to define their own realities (Collins,
1991).
bell hooks (1994) tells us that contemporary discussions
of relationships between black women and white women (whether
scholarly or personal) rarely take place in integrated settings.
White women writing their impressions in scholarly and confessional
work often ignore the depth of enmity between the two groups,
or see it solely as a black problem (p. 101). Four black
female students and I worked to break these barriers that are
referred to by bell hooks. Together we remained committed to create
social spaces for connecting our identities and collective struggles
that crossed boundaries of race, class, and gender.
We kept the matrix of domination at the theoretical forefront
of our discussions and interactions to combat overgeneralizations
and examined how regulatory structures of society and culture
define our multifaceted identities. We, thus, explored time and
time again the ways some peoples voices get authorized to
get their way more often than not and [black women] learn that
their preferences dont much matter (Rogers, 1998,
p. 31). These four black women show how those more victimized
than privileged within the matrix of domination express themselves
with tentative voices, while the more privileged express words
freely. Their words speak to how black women living in oppressed
situations come to accept their own subordination because their
daily realities get institutionalized and normalized. Finally,
they help us recognize that voice is the key to understanding
the lived realities of hierarchy, domination, and oppression
(Rogers, 1998, p. 33).
To promote opportunities for alleviating silenced voices and
breaking existing hierarchical boundaries, teachers and their
students must work through their own privileged positions within
the matrix of domination. Using the theoretical positions of black
feminist thought I encouraged these women to embrace border
crossing dialogue that fosters a paradigmatic shift on how
we define power relations. Our dialogue provides an example of
how students and instructors can reconceptualize the social relations
of domination and resistance by promoting a paradigm of interlocking
systems of race, class, gender, and other social injustices (Collins,
2000).
Silence and Conformity on the Border
Listening to Paula, Anita, Drucilla, and Roslyn over the past
few years, I understood that first they needed to define and re-define
their identities and standpoints. I first met these women in a
graduate qualitative research class of 30 students in the Spring
of 1999 where I used a thematic approach to teach concepts aligned
to a book chapter in Patricia Hill Collins (1991) work on black
feminist thought. The chapter was titled, Mammies, Matriarchs,
and Other Controlling Images. Knowing that many, if not all,
of my graduate students had yet to experience black female writers
voices, I shared with them selected works of Patricia Hill Collins,
bell hooks, Alice Walker, Toni Morrison, Maya Angelou, and Audre
Lorde. The goal was to give students a sense of these writers
thoughts and perspectives on systems of domination, patriarchal
hierarchies, and relations of ruling. We used the writings to
engage in talk, creating a learning community based
on an interest in one another, in hearing anothers
voices, and in recognizing one anothers presence (bell
hooks, 1994, p. 8).
During the semester, these four black women predominately remained
silent. Their silence made me question whether my actions inhibited
the flow of ideas and feelings. I feared that they felt isolated
within our learning community. At times, I doubted that I created
a social space where everyones voice was heard and valued.
Through their small amount of dialogue, the women spoke cultured,
bourgeois, institutional talk. In most instances, their interactions
in class did not differ from those of their classmates. Like their
classmates, the four women were highly concerned with traditional
modes of classroom activities. They joined the class in ensuring
that they met my course expectations. They, along
with many students, expressed frustrations with me not telling
them exactly how to structure, reflect on, and write their papers.
The black women and their classmates expressed discomfort with
my encouraging them to think creatively about their dialogue,
actions, and reflections.
The black women seemed to talk as if the womens voices
in black feminist writings were about types of women
unlike themselves. They struggled with seeing their own voices
and lacking privilege and authority. One black woman wrote,
I think that this class made me more aware of
people who are oppressed. I guess I can say I had been going about
my day somewhat oblivious to the oppressed. This was not done
intentionally. My mind and energy had been focused elsewhere
I
do not want to be an oppressor, nor can I sit by and let the oppressed
continue to be voiceless.
Talk, when it occurred, seemed distant and impersonal. The black
women seemed to be sitting back, watching, listening to the interactions
of the community of learners talking about black women, that is,
themselves. Although black women writers voices focused
our class, students neither asked questions nor directed comments
to the black women in their learning community. Nor did I. This
territory seemed too risky and uncomfortable. It was a place where
we all needed to go, but could not travel. Together we feared
entering this dialogue, crossing a community border awaiting transformation.
At the end of class, the black women and the rest of our community
left with little uncertainty about where we could go from this
class in order to make a difference to undermine oppressive
practices in the world. The black women referred to these uncertainties
and lack of assurances. One stated,
Im not all too sure if I learned what I
should have learned in this class but I can say it had given me
the opportunity to think about the way I view the world and not
just my little world. I never realized how important it was to
ensure that voices that were traditionally silenced be heard.
Notice how she continues to skirt the issue of how her black female
voice gets oppressed in patriarchal social structure. This same
sort of voice shows up again in another voice.
I am not sure what I can do, but I know that as
a black, educated female who has been entrusted with a leadership
role, I have an obligation to help those less fortunate. Through
the reading of Collins and other Black Feminists, I have come
to better understand, and appreciate the plight of African Americans,
I realize that I am only one generation from the mammy image.
The black women in this learning community have been entrenched
in a Eurocentric, bourgeois educational system. They felt uncomfortable
with an engaged pedagogical approach even when that approach within
our class laid the groundwork for privileging their voices. Ironically,
in class their actions and reflections failed to indicate that
their voices needed privileging. Their relative comfort prevailed
within the educational system where they had over the years learned
how to conform in order to succeed.
Black Feminist Standpoints Across the Border
During the month following the end of class, I received emails
from the black women sharing readings and other works of black
feminist writers. As our dialogue continued, I realized that the
learning needed to continue for me and the black women. It was
at this point that we formed a black feminist reading group that
has met twice a month for the past year. Listening to the four
black womens voices who participated in the small group,
I understood that their standpoints shifted as they moved interchangeably
from oppressed to oppressors living within interlocking systems
of race, class, gender, and other destructive hierarchies. Collins
(1991) claims that black women possess and share a unique standpoint
as a group. Beyond this historical and cultural perspective, the
black women talked about being oppressed and oppressing others
when conforming to the bourgeois structures.
This new and smaller learning space, at first, felt uncomfortable.
Moving through my fears with the black women, I initiated intensified
discussions by risking disharmony and tension. By choosing to
be part of this informal learning community, I trusted our ability
to create honest talk. Through our honest talk,
interweaving notions of engaged pedagogy with our personal stories,
we used theory as a location of healing (bell hooks,
1994, p. 59). We sought to shape theory to educate ourselves and,
eventually, the public. At the end of the year, together Anita,
Roslyn, Drucilla, and Paula defined their standpoints by sharing
common understandings as they continued to struggle with themselves,
each other, and with me. Authenticated in their lived experiences
during the year, they wrote through a lens of difference. Writing
their reflections when participating in the black feminist reading
group, the black women spoke of empowerment, transformation, eros,
and morality.
Standpoint of Empowerment
Anita wrote,
When I entered the qualitative research class and saw that
the theme was African-American women, I was unsure of what to
expect. I still held on to the standards and systems that have
always been the status quo. I was very skeptical about what
was expected. I can be very verbal in my classes but I had no
idea what I should say in this class. I had no idea how my thoughts
and expressions would be viewed by the other members of the
class. Would these thoughts be held under close scrutiny by
these other members of the class (especially those most unlike
me)? Would I be perceived as fitting one of the typical stereotypes
that we focused on in class? By using my voice,
would it be somehow taken away from me through the negativity
that sometimes came through our discussions?
I must admit that some of the conversations that came out stunned
me, but how was I supposed to react? Pretty much in the same
way that I always do, talk about my feelings after class with
others who may (or may not) feel the same way I do. I had a
problem with some of the statements and comments arising during
class. Many of the members (who are in the majority) had problems
with allowing others (African-American women) to even feel as
if we could (perhaps) express our voices.
My first reactions to the class included amazement
and suspicion. I wondered if the professor had a hidden agenda.
Several other students and I discussed why we felt she had a need
to discuss African-American women. I wondered what she wanted
from me. Through the research class (and our group), I feel that
we have all grown and found different values in ourselves and
others that we may not have known about or been able to express.
Empowerment involves resisting a system of domination. It is
created with an emerging praxis characterized by self-determination
as opposed to coercion, intentionality as opposed to reaction,
creativity as opposed to homogeneity, and rationality as opposed
to chance (bell hooks, 1989). Anita moved through these oppositions
by listening to her voice, voices of classmates, and the voices
of the black feminist reading group. She recognized our abilities
to act in a manner that fosters the creation and evolution of
humane order by referring to chaotic questions of uncertainty
and skepticism about her classmates and me. Anita continued to
remain the most doubtful of the four women. However, the social
space with other women encouraged further dialogue that transcended
differences among us.
Standpoint of Transformation
Roslyn wrote,
Society has never recognized the voice of blacks or women.
Society/education has never glorified the voices of blacks or
women.
No one has ever told them to be proud of the black or female
voice.
At the beginning of the learning process I felt that I had
a voice.
Now as think through this
Do I really have my own voice? Or have I been using the voice
that they assigned me?
Maybe thats why I didnt feel oppressed.
I seemed to have found comfort in the voice they so graciously,
but slyly gave me.
Where is my true voice?
The voice of me as a black woman?
I must find my voice.
In my Qualitative research class, I learned about
those who do not have a voice in society or in education (schools).
As a result of our small group meetings, I began to question my
voice. I thought that I had a voice, but I was actually using
the voice that society had given me. Throughout the class, I did
not believe that the instructor was referring to me. I sat like
all the other non-black students having empathy for the oppressed
black women. Now that I have had an awakening, I know the
importance of having a voice. I now know the importance of valuing
each individuals voice. I believe that one must see his/her
voice in print, in oral work, and in the opportunity to share lived
experiences. I feel that we must continue to empower black women.
I have learned the importance of dialogue and reflection.
Dialogue begins within
Confronting my own biases
My prejudices
My oppressive behaviors
I have had to work through some of my fears, and I have had to examine
my ownership of the oppressors voice. This process has been
uncomfortable at times. My professor wrote to me, Fear is
what holds us back from transforming and changing. She has
provided a safe place for us to share our thoughts, our anger, our
frustrations, and our guilt. She wrote to me in an email, Take
pride in your voice and yourself-You deserve that feeling.
This is the first time that anyone has said that my voice, as a
black woman is something to be proud of. As I struggled with my
voice, and my guilt, my professor wrote, As painful
as it is now, this revelation will be very healing for your soul
as you move through life. Doing it alone without a collective effort
is not good enough. I am thankful for the support and encouragement
that I have received from our group. I will continue to work through
my fears, I will continue the healing process. Society/education
must seek to provide safe places where collective groups can work
through their fears and their guilt, and thereby facilitate transgression.
Roslyn experienced a revelation as she assumed responsibility for
oppressing others. She understood that women can and do participate
in politics of domination, as perpetrators as well as victims
(bell hooks, 1989, p. 457). She examined - indeed scrutinized -
her role in perpetuating and maintaining systems of domination.
As Roslyn participated with the group she resisted her oppressive
reactions and rescued her inner voice. She concluded with what bell
hooks (1989) suggested must be the foundation of feminist
movements (p. 468). Solidarity stems from our collective work
to confront difference as we approach interlocking systems of domination
and choose to cross borders to feel others pains and sufferings.
Standpoint of Eros
Drucilla wrote,
As a participant of this group, one of my eye-opening experiences
was the lack of true communication and understanding
that exist between black and white women. Although there are many
books, publications, articles, etc., that have been published
by white women attempting to address issues for black women, the
need for communication is still great. It is my belief that there
is a lack of effort from both sides (black and white women) to
communicate openly, honestly and effectively. Therefore, due to
this lack of communication we as women are not in the position
to offer a normative platform to help better issues surrounding
all women.
I read an article the other day written by a white educator who
was facing struggles and challenges with difference and diversity.
Brady, the educator explains, We are all white. We seriously
question if we have the right to speak "for" others
while attempting to find ways to speak "with" others.
Many of us lack the practical experience of teaching to difference."
The story goes on and on. As a participant of this group, I have
enjoyed the experience and believe that it has been beneficial
to me both professionally and personally. Outside the group I
have on occasion shared with my African American colleagues some
of the groups discussions and articles. Repeatedly, I noticed
that their responses about the groups facilitator, who happens
to be a white female, validated the opinion of Brady and questioned
her motives.
We are all aware that many differences exist between white and
black women. However, there are also great similarities and many
of our struggles are the same. Today, although we may or may not
agree on the differences that exist between women across all races,
we must agree that when any woman is educated, trained, motivated
and encouraged, she is then empowered and has the ascendancy to
change a new generation, i.e., her children, her family.
Drucilla continuously expressed compassion for our group members
and for those individuals who experience domination. bell hooks
(1989) labels this growth the politicization of love
or people working to be loving, creating a culture that celebrates
human and other life to move against dehumanization and domination.
A feminist crisis that stems from privileging hierarchical, feminist
positions over others begs us to draw upon this love to
heighten our awareness, deepen our compassion, intensify our courage,
and strengthen our commitment to each other (bell hooks,
1989, p. 27). Drucillas thinking evolved as she crossed
the borders of commonalities among white and black women. She
sustained a mediating force of love to face the domination of
black women in a racist society. Drucilla found a way to confront
differences constructively and successfully. Because her life
is fuller and richer from this experience she changed and grew
politically to end domination.
Standpoint of Morality
Paula wrote,
Whiteness is not about skin color or race. Instead it is about
position, oppression, and power. Frankenberg defines 'whiteness'
as a location of structural advantage, of race privilege. 'Whiteness'
has also been described as a standpoint, a place from which
white people look at themselves, others, and society.
Our professor exposed, disrupted and interrogated whiteness
in our qualitative research class. She experienced resistance
(voiced and silently) from students immediately when she introduced
African-American women as the focus of the class. This class
was powerful because members were forced to examine their own
'whiteness' (including black members of the class whose 'whiteness'
stemmed from their level of education). After looking at individual
'whiteness', the need for change was recognized. This realization
brought with it much resistance as well as resentment. Despite
the anger expressed, particularly by white males in the class,
and the fear surely felt by black women, our professor forged
ahead by continuing to cross boundaries never experienced by
most (if any) of the students in any other academic or professional
setting. Her sincere interest in the lives of black women was
the first step in interrupting whiteness. She was successful
because of her ethic of care and respect, which was communicated
in the first session and throughout the semester. Students who
entered our classroom left changed no matter how hard they resisted
it.
As a result (or an extension) of the qualitative class, we
formed a focus group with the black female students of the class.
This group works to interrupt whiteness by exposing 'blackness'.
Our professor is the only white member of the group. Group members
are encouraged to share the influence that whiteness has had
on our lives. I realized that whiteness had been interrupted
for me in the group when a group member made a comment about
white people and I was alarmed when she used the phrase, "you
all" (referring to whites) directing the statement to our
professor.
Paula referred to applying an ethic of care to disrupt whiteness.
She discovered others voices joining her own voice of blackness
to cross foreign boundaries. Gilligans feminist ethic of
care supports that peoples lives connect to one another
in subtle and not so subtle ways. The catalyst for this breakdown
is what we labeled honest talk, the basis of moving
out of one position to another by appealing for social change
and border crossing. Collins (1991) asserts that for black feminist
writers, empathy is a component of the ethic of care. Paula felt
that the group created a social space for promoting an ethic of
care where honest talk transpired to transform relationships
from the way that all of us live in a patriarchal structure.
Summary
While participating in the black feminist reading group, the
black women defined their unique feminist standpoints with one
another and with me. My place was to listen and understand their
views about their histories and experiences. While listening,
from time to time I was moved to de-center white feminist privilege
to make room for their voices to be written and spoken. At one
point I felt a need to break barriers and explore fears that are
seldom examined. I began my talk:
Through my life I consciously and critically reflect
imprints on me of others talk about black women. My ancestral
roots embedded in rural America paint a picture of black womens
place within the historical context discussed by bell hooks and
others. Thankfully, I am young enough to not have witnessed the
acts of rape and coercion by white men within my family line.
My childhood interaction with black women was one of relating
to a black woman caregiver whom as a family we continue to love
and adore. Within my small, three member family we dont
speak of hate for racial and gender difference. In essence, we
do not speak of difference at all. Most of what I have learned
has been what I have heard from other white members of the world.
Consciously, I strive to unlearn portrayals of lived experiences
of this outer worlds influence. Each and every day, I now
hear words that have always been spoken, that I used to not hear.
These words are hurtful and unjust. What saddens me most is within
white presence I am privileged to hear expressions
that black women never know are spoken. It is a language that
white some people speak among their own in the workplace, at home
and in social settings that they dare not speak within the presence
of black people.
I was thankful that the women did not ask me to share this hurtful
language with them. That is, they accepted my small, but significant
step across the border. They seemed to trust that I wanted our
encounters to be enriching and empowering.
Paula, Roslyn, Drucilla and Anita did not give up their identities
as black women, but crossed borders with each other and with me
to inter-connect their new awareness to other oppressive structures.
Together we have produced a collective work that sends a revitalized
message to the feminist movement while supporting bell hooks suggestions
for creating a context where we can engage in open critical
dialogue with one another, where we can debate and discuss without
fear of emotional collapse, where we can hear and know one another
in the difference and complexities of our experience (p.
110). By doing so, political solidarity will emerge (bell hooks,
1994) inviting border-crossing politics, transformational politics
(bell hooks, 1989), and localist politics (Ackelsberg, 1996).
Notions within these politics create spaces for honest talk
to confront difference within communities, explore ways difference
divides us, and brings us together to understand the pains and
sufferings of daily lived experiences in our own local communities.
Patriarchal systems remain intact unless feminist writers and
scholars impart an ideological foundation. This foundation implies
that we share common experiences of unique oppressions, which
encourage our coming together. As feminists, we inter-connect
race, class, gender, and other oppressive structures to highlight
the diversity of experiences. Listening to black womens
standpoints reinforces feminist thinking. The black womens
standpoints teach us that we must avoid giving lip service to
the idea of diversity by creating social spaces for collective
discourse and critical feedback to change our efforts and renew
ourselves, to raise our critical consciousness. Anita, Paula,
Drucilla, Roslyn and I collectively struggled to cross unfamiliar
borders by embracing and valuing each other while breaking down
white feminist privilege and empowering black womens standpoints.
Despite the significance of this collective work, our contributions
can only serve as guidelines because what works in one setting
may not work in others (Collins, 2000). With any attempt to use
feminism to cross borders from one social injustice to another,
we must invigorate consciousness and undercut hierarchy, challenge
domination, and temper oppression (Rogers, 1998). In our academic
environments, we can use the social margins embedded in formal
educational organizations as a place of resistance and a location
to raise feminist consciousness. Crossing intersecting borders
on the social sidelines reinforces us to grow our feminist consciousness
with our students. To do this, we must link alienation and neglect
to the matrix of domination to emphasize that various dimensions
of systems of domination interplay and intersect within certain
circumstances of our social lives.
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Author
Dr. Janet K. Pilcher is Interim Dean for the College of
Professional Studies at the University of West Florida.
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